"This place is curious, this place is a non place. It’s not located in some secret corner of the soul, since there are no secrets; it’s actually devouring the entire inside, projecting itself on the outside… gaining substance, encouraging stings, thirst and hunger all around."
- Natura Principia
by your love, I live one breath at the time, chasing for some sort of balance,
but hardly ever finding any. Your absence tortures me, reality gets deeply broken
with such ferocity that my very fabric gets destroyed. And when I go to bed
with someone other than you, I live through cycles, contracting and exploding,
so that I can contract once more and leave. River of women can’t replace the scent
of your shadow…
conscience is there, plotting to annihilate me, cursing me. I become a pale version
of myself, an unknown word, a word mentioned nowhere before... and my thoughts get
really loud with lots of static, like radio.
such naked loneliness I meet the beginning of who I am… in this game of life
we’re designed to break the symmetry of the board, both of us winning… there’s
only you and me, and the beginning of who we are.