"This place is curious, this place is a non place. It’s not located in some secret corner of the soul, since there are no secrets; it’s actually devouring the entire inside, projecting itself on the outside… gaining substance, encouraging stings, thirst and hunger all around."
- Natura Principia
Some feelings border with urge, a sort of primal state of consciousness,
and as such they represent the most intense part of us. All of them are so
seductive in their essence, they are simply calling us to let go ourselves to
them with ease. But, spending time in sorrow and pain is such a cursed existence;
hence our mechanisms strive to compensate them into invisible impossibility.
However, there exists one single feeling, beyond all other feelings,
above all other, uniting them into one. This feeling stands before logic or
reason, beyond need or any other essential life necessity. A feeling for which
some of us are prepared to burn, to put everything and anything in the line of
fire. It’s the only kind of gamble where the stake is the soul, the most
precious of our possessions. It keeps us on the edge of ourselves, you see my
dear, this feeling brings to light the power of identification for people like
us. This feeling also known as love ;)
When I have met you, my fair haired goddess, all my ships have returned
from their wondering out there in the stormy seas. I wanted to burn in flames
all bridges which connect us, so that we could become as one. Without you I am
but a lonely orphan, a naked rock on the faraway hill cried upon by the never
ending rain. Without you I am fable wind in the sad desert, an old stone at the
bottom of the sea.
However, you have my utter respect, admiration and complete devotion. I
am in your debt, just for allowing me the possibility to know you. And for that I am profoundly
touched and deeply flattered. I
understand that you need to do what you need to do, I understand that…
I will be here, standing tall forever, hoping, craving, yearning; only
for you. So that you could enter my life and stay here until the edges of the
Earth, because the heart is in need to be surrounded and treasured only by you!