"This place is curious, this place is a non place. It’s not located in some secret corner of the soul, since there are no secrets; it’s actually devouring the entire inside, projecting itself on the outside… gaining substance, encouraging stings, thirst and hunger all around."
- Natura Principia
Your tender loving eyes release my pain inside,
all those whole desires left undone, yet belonging to you, totally. Years changed
and transformed into new seasons, when time lost its meaning, for you mark an
age in this bare destiny of mine, and I can never hide – never from you. Times never
pass, they grow into something else and my desire to belong gets only stronger,
you’ve changed me by making me so much more. You’ve stamped the right side of
the heart, nested yourself there ruining me for other women. Even this world
has changed in my attempt to divide myself into two, so that a part of me will
never be missed over there in your brave new world, in that new place you call
home, in that bed where you knit your dreams from that soft essence you’re made
of; and that other part of me stays here in my naked existence, dormant in a
dreamless state, all those dreams stolen with your tender affection… I can
never again dream without you.